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My Hopeful thoughts

I have a lot of experiences that comes in my life, but the most experience that brings hope is when I reached the age of ten. I see life full of challenges, because that was the start that I always got a fever and that is also the time that my father got stroke. During that time my father always got angry he thinks that he is "alagain" because he can't do anything. As time goes by I always wanted to have a happy moments together with my family and I hope that even if one day we have a great time together and because of that I became a fighter and I'm ready to face any challenges the reason why I can't reach my dreams is because my father always scolded me in front of  my friends.
He also angry to me and sometimes he saying bad words that I don't like to be heard coming from him. and there is a time that I response him some bad words because I cannot controlled my feeling from him and my sister pinched me and she said that we need to understand the situation of my father .
I realize that those things that I've done to my father is absolutely wrong. And every time that my father scolded me I just simply smile and said thank you. For me God will not give us problems or responsibilities if we cannot overcome it.
Now my father died last September 24, 2010 and I'm happy for him because he is not suffering anymore from his sickness. I'm still happy for having my family even though were not complete this coming Christmas.